Prom, graduation, senior year oh my

I have been spending a ton of time on school stuff and wedding stuff. I feel soo stressed sometimes its insane. I need more sleep. Been getting ready for prom and such and need to get a dress ahh yeah i need my stress level to decrease majorly. Later

How time flies...

Oh it flies and it flies fast...life has been insane since my last post...michael and i are sorta friends again...my grandfather died November 6th 2010...we spent our first Thanksgiving without him and were coming up on our first Christmas without him...its been an emotional 2 months for us...i spent quite a bit of time in Oregon when I wished I could have been hom with my friends not spending 4 days straight with my family...its still surreal for us...its like he's here but hiding or something...i miss him sooo much...he was the one biological grandpa i knew...im the one in the family who cries a lot but this has been tears all around in our family. They held a simple service for him and it made everyone in our family cry....but i just i wish i coulda been home where i would have been held by the friends who are always there for me...i just wanted to be home sleeping in my own bed and with my friends...veterans day was right after he passed and the day before that i realized that the last time i had seen him...he was in his uniform...getting baptized....but now ive got my friends back...an apology from a friend :)...and a new friend...who might become my bf in 2 months...idk tho....but lifes okay now just got to winter break and have quite a bit to do for my senior project. just ready to be done with it...well gotta get some food in my stomach, post again soon!

Hell of a week...

Well...had homecoming last saturday which was amazing...and then things just went downhill. Monday night I found out that my grandfathers cancer is back in his hip, his liver and his lymph nodes....the doctors are only giving him 3-6 months to live...i found that out monday night...then on thursday...well...it got even worse...because...before school...my so-called amazing boyfriend....well he broke up with me...right before school...so i spent the first 5 minutes of 1st period in the bathroom sobbing and texting with Jamie...i just wish that hadant happened...cuz now everybody is like why did he break up with u?? im soooo over this...well its poker night...gotta go help with danni's wedding stuff...write more soon...

Life in general

Oh my...I am almost ready to strangle certain people. Why can my boyfriend never say anything but I'm sorry when im frustrated about crap at home? There are days (like today) where I just want him to say 'i want to hold you and help u feel better' or 'how can i help u relax' or even if he would just give me a pet name like baby or sweetie...i really wish things would get better...but things are going ok right now i guess...i got an amazing homecoming dress, which michael and i are going to, i like school right now and such...well thats all for now, ill post more after dinner...gots people over...cross ur fingers that i dont strangle my sibs or our dogs lol...

*Mikes*Girl*

Cannot wait!!I

Cannot wait until school starts up again!! It is my senior year this year and I am going to make things amazing. I'm starting off my senior year with an amazing boyfriend and some awesome friends. I'll have my senior pics by then and will be estatic!! It will be AWESOMENESS!! We've only got 19 days until school starts and I am ready to do some school shopping.I work every Sunday at my church thru then and I am going to be soooo busy with my senior project. During the first 2 weeks of December I will be at my church every single night with work and my senior project. It's going to be insanity. But I am psyched for it all!! Talk to you soon!!

*Mikes*Girl*

Summer vacation

Im sitting here watching Julie&Julia and remembered that I havent blogged in a long long time. School has been out for awhile and its been a pretty amazing summer. I got a boyfriend on the last day of school!! Also on that day 4 puppies were born by Bella. Mike is an amazing guy!! Cannot wait till i see him again. I got to hang out with him at CityFest 2 weekends ago which was awesome cuz I hadnt gotten to see him in a month. He got to go to Hawaii for a month with his family and i am very jealous of him for that lol. but yeah, life has been pretty good just glad for being an only child this week Kenny and kim were both at camp. well, gotta go get ready to pick up kimmy. Talk to y'all later!

End of the year

This year is coming to a close (thank goodness) and im getting ready to go back to Seattle for a consultation appointment and then back to do my surgery later this summer. See, I have found out hat I have chronic gallbladder disease. For me that means I have a non-functioning gallbladder. Most people have a contraction rate of 30-35% or higher in their gallbladder. but my contraction rate is 0%. My doctor had never seen anything like it in a person so young. And doctors here in Yakima won't touch a 17 year old like me so I have to go to Children's hospital in Seattle to get my gallbladder taken care of. You see, I had 3 options for my gallbladder. 1. Ignore it, and not do anything about it. (I didn't like that idea because I don't like the pain) 2. Go on a low-fat diet of 40grams or less a day. (the way my family eats? almost impossible) and 3. Have my gallbladder removed (I'll pick door number 3 please). So that's whats up in my world right now. Final projects, portfolios and movies in school. Golf banquet and other events after school. Trying to get my permit too. Then trips, LA, and summer vacay are on their way. Well, i better start working on my portfolio again....
see ya!