How time flies...

Oh it flies and it flies fast...life has been insane since my last post...michael and i are sorta friends again...my grandfather died November 6th 2010...we spent our first Thanksgiving without him and were coming up on our first Christmas without him...its been an emotional 2 months for us...i spent quite a bit of time in Oregon when I wished I could have been hom with my friends not spending 4 days straight with my family...its still surreal for us...its like he's here but hiding or something...i miss him sooo much...he was the one biological grandpa i knew...im the one in the family who cries a lot but this has been tears all around in our family. They held a simple service for him and it made everyone in our family cry....but i just i wish i coulda been home where i would have been held by the friends who are always there for me...i just wanted to be home sleeping in my own bed and with my friends...veterans day was right after he passed and the day before that i realized that the last time i had seen him...he was in his uniform...getting baptized....but now ive got my friends back...an apology from a friend :)...and a new friend...who might become my bf in 2 months...idk tho....but lifes okay now just got to winter break and have quite a bit to do for my senior project. just ready to be done with it...well gotta get some food in my stomach, post again soon!